Lyssara

Everyone in this world is capable of falling in love and finding a partner. Things go well, you have many pleasant memories together and you discover pieces of the world together. Your very identity forms around this person, you cannot imagine a world without that person. Then... the unthinkable happens and the two of you are split apart. How do you get over it? How do you shut your brain off thinking about that person? As far as I'm concerned there are no quick fixes and sometimes thinking can really help you heal. But what if 90% of your thoughts are just making it worse? I was in this very situation this year. I couldn't stop thinking ab

Too often I've dreamed   dreamed of foreign land   filled with sweets and   good times at hand!   The hot sun shines   onto my bare back   I look for a bed   or a shallow crack.   I climbed a mountain   weaved with skill.   A place with old grass   brown on every hill.   I fell into a canyon   where no river awaits   just a place of gold   with white china plates.   I searched for food   and my eyes opened wide   at a giant fruit-cake   that'd surely fill my inside.   Gumdrops bigger than me   decorated this cake!   I felt love for this land   a love that cannot be fake.   I would sing of my lov

Old dream: -haunted lighthouse -ghost's existance keeps it together -"hero" somehow makes it go away -dream ends as lighthouse falls apart Feb. 13, 2008: -monsters exist for every person -they look human -transforms into swamplike creatures, blue with webbed feet -monsters have nightmares of their twin humans -responsible for genocides -immature monsters try to kill off their human doubles (this was a nightmare, yes xD)